sorry

sorry friends ,
because of me u in trouble,
u in sad ,
i hate to see your smile face turn to tears.


i broke my promises and i realise.
just. 
when something happen suddenly and your decision just nothing.
and that turn me to other sides


i want to be me,
i want to avoid something that i really block long time ago,
but the environment make me change the decision.
n now. im far away. far from the straight line.


can i really control this ? no answer.
still i have no idea until when im being this way.
or static at this critical point. 


ya allah, pls show the way.
i need your 'nur' to change us.
amiin . :)

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somebody that i used to know

[Gotye:]

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

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set fire to the rain by Adele

I let it fall, my heartAnd as it fell, you rose to claim itIt was dark and I was over until you kissed my lips and you saved me
My hands, they're strong But my knees were far too weakTo stand in your armsWithout falling to your feet 
But there's side to you that i never knew, never knewAll the things you'd say, they were never true, never trueAnd the games you play, you would always win, always win
But I set fire to the rainWatched it pour as i touched your faceLet it burn while I cry'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name 
when laying with youI could stay there, close my eyesFeel you here, foreverYou and me together, nothing is better
'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knewAll the things you'd say, they were never true, never trueAnd the games you'd play, you would always win, always win
But I set fire to the rainWatched it pour as I touched your faceLet it burn while I cried'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rainAnd I threw us into the flamesWhere I felt somethin' die, 'cause I knew thatThat was the last time, the last time
Sometimes i wake up by the doorNow that you've gone, must be waiting for youEven now when it's already overI can't help myself from looking for you
I set fire to the rainWatched it pour as I touched your faceLet it burn while I cried'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name
I set fire to the rainAnd I threw us into the flamesWhere I felt somethin' die'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh
Oh, noLet it burn, ohLet it burnLet it burn

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suka. sayang ?

 sejak haters datang blog aku, aku rasa mcm menganggu privasi aku, 
kalau ade lg aku nak close blog ni untuk privasi. aku je boleh view.
aku malas nak kecoh-kecoh.


back to the tittle


suka ? sayang ?
sama ke 2 benda nie ??

aku ada kenal sorang guy ni, name dia naim, aku baru jmpe dye 2 kali, 
and for the first meet aku dah fall in love at first sight.
aku x tipu. memang aku x sangka aku boleh suka kat dia.
hmm mamat ni pun tahu aku minat dia, dia treat aku okay, 
bg harapan tinggi mnggunung..
and nain ni orang kelantan , kalau msej ngan dia aku faham
dia cakap aku x berapa nk catch up. lambat siket la nak paham 
sebab dia punye loghat pekat. tp now aku da paham n da boleh follow..
take time siket. 


cerita nya, aku ingat nk stop loving him and seeing him
so, aku xnak jmpa dye lagi, and aku tahu dye ada somthing sorok kat aku.
tp dia xnak aku tinggal kan dia. aku tanya direct je. 


jawapan senang aku dapat, dia suka kat orang lain tp hati dia sayang kat aku ?
ape beza nye ? sayang? suka ? #wth


aku pon x paham kenapa aku suka kat mamat nie, padaahal ade je orang lain tunggu aku,
mcm shaheed dah 3thun kwn nak aku, sllu jaga aku, tp aku tolak.
mcm fuad, almost a year still tunggu aku , tp aku tolak. 
mcm faiz pon ade vios lagi. hmm nak kat aku keje bgs aku tolak.
ade la lgmls nk mntion but for real why naim ?grrrr




sume sebab aku x sayang !! aku x memilih kaya ke miskin msalah nye hati aku yg pilih :(
tp knpa dkt dia ?? orang yg nak kat aku suma ade kerjaya. knpe aku xleh trime ?
hati tolong lah...


kadang-kadang. cinta tu x harus memiliki. sampai sekarang aku xtahu keputusan aku,
sama ada nak tinggal kan dia. or stay dgn dia.


logik x ? baru dua kali jumpa kami dah ckap psal syg-syg ??is it too early. grrrr

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haters.

haha ada orang mai blog aku buat kecoh. 
aku tak taw plak ade orang take care kat aku, 
sampai cari blog aku and leave a comment kat shoutbox.


aku macam pelik orang yang suke nau jaga tepi kain orang neh,
korang xde life ke weh..? HAHA


kau ingat kau letak komen kat shoutbox aku neh, aku kesah ?
lantak pi la. kau nak cakap nak kutuk ke, 
kutuk la sampai puas, aku memang letak shoutbox untuk orang kutuk aku pon,


so, conclusion nye aku memang xleh nak tutup mulut orang.
kalau dah longkang ,letak perfume pon still BUSUK jugak.


eh kejap! macam tahu je sape hater aku...

                         IF

 kau neh budak yang aku sound sebab ber''romen'' dalam kerete ,
aku X terkejut lah kau serang blog aku kan,
orang tengah panas hati . kekekeke


tu je aku nak cakap, life aku, 
aku yang tentukan, kau x suka kau punya pasal.
gua bukan makan duit mak lu pon.


              ADIOS~

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menggila

hari tu aku sound orang , ye lah aku sound bersebab pun.
mood aku tak berapa baik, then aku nampak plak saga baru tu, 
cerita pasal saga tu and kenapa aku marah sangat 


-cermin kereta tinted gelap weh 70-80 %
-selalu park dekat parking kereta dalam jangka masa yang lama, berdua and enjin hidup , 
bukan sekali je dia buat benda neh, dia buat dah berbulan. and memang tunggu mase je aku nak serang,




aku nak tanya lah kan, kalau berdua couple, cermin gelap , duduk situ stay berjam-jam. kau buat ape doe ?


then, aku malam tu menggila, aku ketuk tingkap kerete tu, nak tunggu guard lambat. biar aku je settle kan.
aku ketuk lama jgk baru dia nk bukak. huh. da bukak tingkap.. aku sound terus, yang laki pakai boxer and yg perempuan tunduk bawah.mamat tu muka dah pucat. aku tengking dia,dia memang xboleh nak lawan la.
bodoh punya perangai. kau tu dah masuk senior perangai mcm bodoh.


kalau kau nak buat project sgt gi get the room. xpayah nak buat dalam kereta and yg membuatkan aku angin tahap maksima kau buat dekat blok perempuan and dalam kawasan kolej. xtaw malu ke? kalau aku panggil ustaz ? huh


then aku stalk fb dye.aku dapat nie : 


lau nak tegur org..tgk la diri sendiri dulu..lau perangai lbh kurang..pkai bju xckup kain..da ckup bgus sound owg..don't judge a book buy this cover!!!!!!!!!




ayat english pon xbetul buy ke by ? haha. ok tu bukan masalah. biaq aku terangkan kat kau.
aku keluar ke. aku pakai baju xcukop kain ke. at leaast aku xde la pakai tudung and buaat benda xelok. lagi nampak kau tu bangang. and komen-komen dye kate aku kene culture shock.




BRO! kalau aku culture shock pon aku xbuat benda macam kau buat !  kau tu untung dapat maki dari aku je, kalau aku panggil imam ke warden kau nak cakap ape ? 

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penat.

sumpah aku penat. penat nak layan perasaan .
penat nak jaga hati orang.
aku penat nak gembirakan hati orang.


aku xtahu lah. aku rasa setiap kali berkawan.
i'll choose my friends first.
i give them the best.
but lately ni, aku rasa mcm susah nak percaya kat org.
susah nak terima org.
aku dah penat la sakit.
penat beralah.. dah letih dah.


sekarang ni, mana aku boleh jaga, aku try.
yang mana aku buat tak tahu, hm nasib lah.
saya dah give up.


hati saya xde orang amik peduli..
sibuk kat hati orang je..
lama-lama aku yang tekanan.

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zouk the best! :D

last night im goin to zouk kl :) awesome giler,
batak x? haha first time msuk zouk k!
coz xcukup umur kan.suposed 22 above boleh masok,
but one of my members know someone there so,
aku lepas lah masuk! :)
about the music. pehh! all the songs terangkat!
the speaker the lighting all perfect. 
is that everybody in there really going into the music.
all in one :P
the best part im dance front of dejaay goldfish! 
handsome dowh dye! :D
terbaik sangat lah weh compared to others club. :)

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what should i do ?
as a friend. i just do what i can. 
i hate when the happiest thing turn bad,


im jus wanna see you happy.
not for now. but forever.
friend, if you really happy with your way.
just go on. but. dont feel regret after.
we not goin to stop u.
bcause this is your life. 


we are here just as a supporter 
and wana see u happy :)


anything happen ill be here just for u friend :)
life happily.


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hey ! this evening we are spent our day at tutti fruitty right after taking our dinner
at bbb :) 


this is biha wishes* and finally she had tutti :P

shud have dayah in this picture, but she cant make it because she capture us !

**another memory**

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another new monday

ta taw nak update ape, cume  saja je, tuka background blog ni,
hee selalu datang blog just buat post pastu keluar, ni saja na touch up siket..
hehe nnti ade mase aku tuka semua :) 


mood tengah xde nk buat assignment ni , hee :D keje banyak nak buat malas. 
tu lah dia. haih --'' esok nak hantar baru kocoh-kocoh ! heee 


happy weekdays !

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i got my friend back !

what should i say ? 
grateful , happy and etc.
 it is because my friend already forgive me.
actually, me and her are one of the close friend at my previous school
we are in the same dorm and class. 
BUT
because of man .we become an enemy..
 i think its about one year and half 
funny right ?
aha. but today. officially she reply me a message and tell me 
she want to stop fight and forgive me. 
yeah! this is happy :)




alhamdulillah ya allah :)

i got her back ! wany ^^

is it real me ? haha. **zamankurus**

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DIET

hmm , dunno what to write, seems like i have not in a good mood,
but things is now, im doing my diet, really hard diet.


im not taking rices and not eating something oily n so on , dunno when i can stand like this,
already 3 weeks. im not taking rice.but there is no changes. hmm ill would like to give up at first,
but still i try to be tough. so. still im on my diet 


im really hate oat. but :( i need to take to absorb my fat or some sort like that. i just follow my friend rule.


ill try my best to get my body fit. of course. pray for me guys ! 

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