leave me alone !

can you please stop calling me

im stress

im need a space,

just leave me alone..

dont text me dont call me

wait until im grad..

i cant give my love to u for u or anyone else

really.

im not going to have any relationship for this year

not now.

im not ready to be girlfriend

i cant be good GF

stop care for me

i know u read this

just now.

i just need  

friends

pls undestand me

if u  cant wait me, just find a new girl,

im not a good women for u.

im heartless

im sorry , sorry to say and write this.

i dont know how to explain this to u

*when im said im out of credit, i really mean it. i not credit my phone because i dnt hve money n i need to saving

*when im not answer your call mean i want to be alone , just leave me with my life

*im not goin lie to u or anyone just this time please 

understand me

thats all i ask u for now

***big sorry for u 

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Last post for him . . . . .

cinta ,

datang dan pergi tanpa dipaksa

air mata ,

turun tidak dihalang, keringnya tidak di sapu

Nazarizan bin Saat,

kasih mencurah sayang dilimpahi

hati,

menangis luruh, diluah perit

kenangan,

mengulit di memori terlayar tidak di pinta

perlu kah semua nye terjadi, apa yang dipinta selain kasih kekal abadi,

tiada siapa berhak menentukan,

kasih sayang tidak terluah, hati terpukul terhempas pecah

walau dibiar tetap berarus

tiada keluhan tiada perasaan

hati kembali tertutup padu

pada siapa mengadu, 

hanya keluhan

dimana pengakhiran

tiada cinta kedua, tiada abadi

kubiar pergi tanpa rela hati

satu nama kekal abadi

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akhirnya kata terluah, bibir berbicara, kata terputus

perpisahan terjadi, 

last post for my ex-boyfriend

Nazarizan saat 

cinta pertama yang jujur dihati

kini terkubur tidak digali

first meet after 2month declare 

be strong joe !

''sometimes walking away is better than standing there and hoping''

''it may seem as the hardest thing to do, but i have to forgot about him''

''true love doesnt have a happy ending because true love doesnt have an ending''

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am i lesbian ?

hye :) salam one malaysia

lately my grammar suck! haha 

am i lesbian ?

NO. im not, just asking my room-mate erika

coz im rejected all invitation from guys

why that ?

dunno! but if my gurls** ask me to join them i will say YES!!

without doubt

because

i have fun and enjoy what im doin

only with them *gurls

i love my single life..

im not ready to any relationship

case close.coz i dunno until when im going to be like this.

my love gurls ever !^^

*i don't care what people judges of but once i friends with you i never feel regrets!

now im getting crazie with FIRED UP BY SHAGGY ft PITBULL

guys try litsen this and u'll never regret this !

ahaha ^^

one more ->>>>

heyy! 22 march is my love birthday!

nana birthday.. she turn to 21 finally :)

im not giving her any present yet

*out of budget 

just for that day i use a birthday card as a present

early april ill replace with something sweet :)

iloveyouNANA:)

mysweet sarang hae *nur farhanah hamdan :)

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is it wrong?

why should i  write in my blog ?

yeah maybe im not satisfied with how people judges ~

this is a story just wanna share, even i know no one will read

there is one girl , she really like musics,  love dance, like to expose herself to dance in front of peoples. she really free to move and enjoy when she start to dance . she also join almost all the concert. even the rock concert or event by any deejay. but here in a college she have two personality, as a student and as a friends.may be people will judge her as a hypocrite person.

BUT for that girls being a good or care of  her image when in colleges is important, because she dont want her name or image blacklisted in study place,study is study,life is life. thats why that gurl cover herself.
for the real she is really her when she going to class just she hiding one of the activities. that is...

clubbing is an issue yeah if im write this as a muslim i know this is wrong and not good for a women place to go there , but. is that wrong if we are going to the club ? she just love the musics and like to feel the musics by dance on the stage, give all out your dance on the stages.. dance dance and no one going to be care, no one will stare at u like a monster , yeah when u in there u will dance like what u want, coz everyone enjoy by their ways.is not that if u go to the club u will drunk, take a pills, smoking. no. not all people in there do all of that things. that is depends how u control yourself in there.no one force u what u wana do, its all on u.


reason im typing this story just because i wana say that, not all people do based on what u think of. please people! dont put your mind in negative ways :) 

sincere from ME (Y)

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