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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

ways to suceeds>>

Moink MOink (:




wahh tough day, hurm i sleep front of my lappy and wake up also there. d magic words is im TIRED.


i have about 7 months left to complete my studies here. and now is a climax part or tough part whtever u call it.
now im doing research about my final year project.biodiesel project from jatropha seeds ~ quite hard actually.
today we need to submit our proposal n im still finding the info for my part.MAIGOD.
feasibility studies is not easy.u need to know whole the process n find the problem,comparison then need to simplify.grrrr >_<
i have setle down half or 80% of my part .hm maby i need to have talk wth someone really into this project.


next week on December 5th my presentation. oh hoping i can do it. just wish our project being approved by judgement.wish me luck guys ! (:
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Friday, November 25, 2011

wrong.wrong.wrong!



everything getting worse, since i left him.
all is wrong.
everything im doing still remind him.
all is wrong.
every  decision i take is fake.
all is wrong.

why.why.why. i really dont know wht to do now. accept someone in my life, its just like lie to my self.
pretend nothing happen? no. i need to face it. hmm life is complicated. i know im change.
no im cruel. giving hope and then just left.that cruel.REALLY
LOVE. something cant said with word coz its feeling matters. hurt  but smiling outside. thats ME.
 
::once your heart gets broken u start to see crack in everything::


wordless today: need someone to complete my puzzle!



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Monday, November 21, 2011

syhhh keep it secret!

 morning.. there is not to late to wish congrats to my little brthers or sisters outside taking UPSR ;)




like usual maby this entry is just for me n my private life. i dont know. just,if u want cntinue reading.. keep it secret.hehe..i just wana share wth my love diary...
hum.. yesterday nite i learn something..
something that i didnt expecting.hmm its raining heavily outside.i just arrive at the bts or bandar tasik selatan... 
waiting for the train, but evrytime the KTM stop its bloody full inside.DAMN! then i just decide to call my frends pick up me. hum.. i overnyte at one house and. there i learn new experience. kind of dangerous but theres nothing happen. just afta this dont try. EVER ! hurm just when i watch frends of mine drink beer just like drinking water. i being nervous haha.coz they open that bottle n just drink. like nothing maby its oke for them n their lifestyle but i feel dispoint n weird. hmm its oke. coz even they drink beer .. they not force or do smthing bad to me. BUT they just treat me like a frnds. i like that style.then until midnight i just going out lepak at mafley or mamak there. then back to homie then they have a project em ice project DRUG.i just stay outside n not coming into tht room. i can hear n be silent. as long they not do smthing bad tht effected us. then they play a card. until 3 -4 am. while i watching korea. then time is going so fast until i slept on the sofa. on the morning..
i wake up n going back to my colegge. what i want to say is. not all of those people ''like that'' is a bad person. maby they hve story.. we dnt knw. i just frends wth them n be nicely. and i learn something that life is different and somtimes u can trust people like tha tjust be watch out.haha..
what i need is. dont get into that kind of situation again. maby last day was my lucky.. ;) haha.. so what i recover is i cant stand at tht envi.coz my heart not strong enough to breath with the smoke.
then..if u read this. dont think negative.just put on d situation. hehe :) 




experience appears day by day.. n make me MATURED.


                                  




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Monday, November 14, 2011

cyber man !

salam... yeah i need to wish gudluck to SPM candidates :)

yesterday, i spend about 3 hour or 2 hours n half skyping with him :), but he is not my boyfrends. JUST cyber man..
why i calling him cyber man? bcause we r never meet each other then, we r not hve any phne nmber :P
just cntct wth intrnet.. act. i dnt rmmber when i start chatting wth him. maby early this year i guess.. 
so that if we r meet at yahoo massenger or skyping then it was lucky. btw sharing things and get to know wht problem is gud for us.. and i like to frends wth him.. (:




                                       pstt..: he dint knw i snap this picture..''KEEP IT SECRET''
that he CYBER MAN :)



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Monday, November 7, 2011

with bestie ^^

before that i want to say happy eid adha to all muslims :)


on november 5th i meet my frends atika. :) its about 2month im not seeing her :) as usual we hanging out together at malacca :) oh  my beloved sister,muna she accompany me too. supposed to afifah join us but she cant come coz her sister dnt allow. so here we are. malacca. 
day activities is we r playing a game of bowling :) then we r find a clothes for my sister ^^ 








                                                                   JOeY & TeeKAy




bowling time :)







she is my sister :)
Same-same BUT different ^^

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Tuesday, November 1, 2011

fully weekend !

really busy when im at my college.that why i have no time to update the new post.
 everyday i have a plan. then i am not boring here,but day by day my money turn to zero hahaha :Dbut i really enjoy. so for the last weekend. i going out with my super senior from my college.just a frend oke! nothing MORE. he took me to time square. at there just have a walk then we going to GSC there and book HONG KONG GHOST movie. BUT. seriously.dont buy that ticket coz its just waste.
i thought that is scary movie but not.

                                                         DONT watch this! haha


so back to the story on the sunday im going to sunway. yeah that is my first time there.
im going with,hmm what shud i cal. em MR.secreto*. yeah maby ok. im going with him. there he show me sunway and where the place i like to go. ohh the early plan is we r going to ice skating but im cancel it. haha so im going to see the movie again. this time is PARANORMAL ACTIVITY 3. wahh interesting yeah? really best n enjoyed :) d story not scared but mostly shock! haha.. i really love that movie.

                                                                  MUST watch this!

ohh forgot to mention that i got necklace! hmm MR secreto give me :D hehe thanx u
i lost my own ncklace n he buy the new one ^^ so.. end of the story for my weekend.
this week. im going home! hehe miss my mommy ^^ and family. :P

just two pictures selected i upload ! :D

p/s em my ex calling me n texting me back n im not accepting him in my life.i dont want to cry anymore.
i hate hurt. humm i just want to be alone n happy ~

just love this song JAR OF HEART ~enjoy*

i know i can’t take one more step towards you
cause all thats waiting is regret
don’t you know i’m not your ghost anymore
you lost the love i loved the most

i learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

i hear you’re asking all around
if i am anywhere to be found
but i have grown too strong
to ever fall back in your arms

ive learned to live, half alive
and now you want me one more time

who do you think you are?
runnin’ ’round leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
don’t come back for me
who do you think you are?

it took so long just to feel alright
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
i wish i had missed the first time that we kissed
cause you broke all your promises
and now you’re back
you don’t get to get me back

who do you think you are?
running around leaving scars
collecting a jar of hearts
and tearing love apart
you’re gonna catch a cold
from the ice inside your soul
so don’t come back for me
dont come back at all

x2

who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?
who do you think you are?






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