CNY outing :)

happy chinese new year to who celebrated :) i hope im not late to wish ..
so, my colleges holidays for a weeks to celebrated the CNY! :D 
what are u plans ? and where do u go guys ? 
for me >> im going out with my old school members really enjoy n happening  


so, this time only me,pypah,atika and sharina join this meeting :)
i guess it been 3 years that im not seeing her :P
 so let have tour with our pictures at Mahkota Parade >>>

pypa with sharina :)

me n my lovely teekay !

hahaha hot yawww ! @@

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outing with ELC members

**ELC stands for English  languages club

we hang out at MFC :) the new restaurant, 

the meeting is nice and happiest :)

so we are enjoy at that day  even just a meeting, 

                             we have our lunch at MFC then our tea breaks at Starbucks 
                             i dont know what to story but it really enjoy day :)
                                   

                                                       our ELC  members :) 

the only gurls come :P

erika,ekin,shaheeda,me :)

ontheway to metro point Starbucks ! :) having fun

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku

Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku

Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka

Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku

Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku

Agar dia tidak kesepian

Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hujan bawa air mata ku

Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku

Agar dia tahu ku terseksa

Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku

Hanya mampu berserah

Moga cahaya tiba nanti

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia

Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup

Kerna ku tak mampu

Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

                                            she both is my special one <3


**happy chinese new year :)

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what happens to me ??

okey it just my private life story, you no need to continue reading if u don't want to ;)


i just decide to my self that i  dont want to falling in love, errr em what im trying to avoid is just happening!!!! omaiiiiiigod @_@

hm okay, i have meets a few people ,a men of course ! 
its a 4 mens actually ! hell yeahhh!!
4mens come into my life and ask me to be with him. phewww~


oke the first one is men A, em im friends with him about 3years, always going out together, help me when im in sad and  when im sick he always besides me and send me to the clinic.he is a gud man totally i can said he caring to me but he have problem in financial .


Men B, he have a gud work.a person incharge at giant hypermarket as a supervisor,i mean he is the chipp for the departments. i can say that he okay in financial things, romantic person BUT when he jealous to me, he always pinch mee,ouchh its hurt--'' he cant accept if peoples staring at me.


Men C , have a own personality, talkative,financial ? i dont know coz he still study, ohh he is my senior in my college ,em not much i know about him coz i just know him when im in semester 5


Men D, he is my EXboyfie , okay hmm he treat me now like im is his girl, then he okay, but he family depends on him,but when he in a problem he just left me just like that ! without any explanations ,notes or even any calls. he just disappear then when the problem solve after two or three months he just come back to me and pretends nothing happens ! arghh i have through this twice !


what kinds of men come in my life ? but im not even declare anything to all of that guys. i just smiling when he asking about relationship. i just dont want to be taken ! i want to be free.. hmm why this guys come in my life?

**im not hot,im not pretty, im not perfect in personality,im not a best gurls then i dont know why they likes me ,

but im always remind my self that.
''A GOOD WOMEN DESERVE TO A GOOD MEN''


am i worthy for them ? grrr im not even know who will be my husband-to-be just wondering who the real ones ?*

blurr*

the right things is i dont want to think about this matter and just keep going my life, and lets fate decide who the right one for my future when the time is coming :)

**p/s i just writing in engish without refer from any dictionary if have somthing wrong with my spellings or grammar just SORRY**

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