26th of december

did you realize we just have a few day before the new year ?

so.. have you check all of your hope and wishes come true?  aha.. for me. its like still hang on the sky.  i just wanna make my mind not to things what im not done yet but try to settle all of the things before walk in a new year.


actually this coming 2013. i want to make sure i got my own car, by my own money and not from someone help even my family. then if i can do that, it show im mature and can stand on my feet. im no need my family money and can survive by myself. hihi i really dont like to burden anyone around me. the second thing is samsung note 2. and that one i make sure by april or before..its mine ! hihi :) the last thing as a sister and a daughter of my parents. im really want to take over them slowly. meaning i want to support all the family financial. even they have their money itself. but still its  a time to repay before too late. im not gonna wait. 
 sending them to makkah. that one is the thing i will plan. before sending them i should change myself first.  maybe with the saving in asb can send them :D 

to many thing i want to achieve for next year. gambate jieha ! 


even i am so black in my family but still my blood is red and i love them more than my self. 

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20.12.2012

 see the date. really nice right ?



morning.. what the best word to start a day ? 

update something in my blog mean i have kinda good mood to write. hehe. true, actually very bored here. 
yelorh got boyfie but he tired and need rest, so i just online. hee , this lately i chat with a few stranger, it just friend nothing more. 

hurm. guy. sometime i dont know what is really in his mind, seriously.. i need to more patient . yelor he always said that women aways think negative. hum i think that is normal bcause we are gurl and shud have curious feeling. dont know la. i just wish this is my last relationship. act i have give up after naza. but this time i think really the last one or else i just accept whoever person that come to see my family.

talk about naza.. this coming 29th of december he getting marry. so sad.. even he is only my ex, but i cant forgetting him. yeloh the one who really im in love with long time ago. he didnt invite me to his ceremony. i knw he dont want me to be sad. because he have said to me before. sokay la, i just hope u will be happy. hihi i ask the wedding picture from his friend. hihi snap for me. just wana see how the face when on the stage.

galaxy note II , WOAHH really make me fall in love. i make sure this coming april u are mine ! 
aha.. 

dont know what to write. em ohh for this time i like to share lyrics from marina and the diamonds. with the song primadona. 

Primadonna girl, yeahAll I ever wanted was the worldI can't help that I need it allThe primadonna life, the rise and fallYou say that I'm kinda difficultBut it's always someone else's faultGot you wrapped around my finger, babeYou can count on me to misbehavePrimadonna girl,Would you do anything for me?Buy a big diamond ring for me?Would you get down on your knees for me?Pop that pretty question right now, babyBeauty queen on a silver screenLiving life like I'm in a dreamI know I've got a big egoI really don't know why it's such a big deal, thoughAnd it's sad to the core, core, coreEveryday is a chore, chore, choreWhen you give, I want more more moreI wanna be adoredCoz I'm a primadonna girl, yeahAll I ever wanted was the worldI can't help that I need it allThe primadonna life, the rise and fallYou say that I'm kinda difficultBut it's always someone else's faultGot you wrapped around my finger, babeYou can count on me to misbehave
Primadonna girlFill the void up with CelluloidTake a picture, I'm with the boysGet what I want coz I asked for itNot because I'm really that deserving of itLiving life like I'm in a playIn the lime light I want to stayI know I've got a big egoI really don't know why it's such a big deal, thoughGoing up, going down, down, downAnything for the crown, crown, crownWith the lights that are down, down, downI spin aroundCoz I'm a primadonna girl, yeahAll I ever wanted was the worldI can't help that I need it allThe primadonna life, the rise and fallYou say that I'm kinda difficultBut it's always someone else's faultGot you wrapped around my finger, babeYou can count on me to misbehavePrimadonna girl, yeahAll I ever wanted was the worldI can't help that I need it allThe primadonna life, the rise and fallYou say that I'm kinda difficultBut it's always someone else's faultGot you wrapped around my finger, babeYou can count on me to misbehave

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just a story

long time not log in to my page. hehe since i just have blackberry to online not my lappy.

so, i just bring my lappy to kl with the broadband. so yeah i can online :) 

so many thing happen in my life for a few months. so which one i want to start

10.11.12 the date i meet this guy named abdul rahim .

i still remember we have meet about 3 times before he ask my phone num. then after abouttwo or three days we declared in relationship. so fast ha? yes it is.but im really into him. so i dont know if he remember the date. bcause men always think the date kinda not important but not women. aha :D nevermind,

then what else to share.

oh  12.12.12 im back to my hometown :) after  2 or three month not coming back. 

so miss them hehe :) all gather there. just ude not there since she studying in jordon :)

then before i back, we promise to skype whole family with uda. the. last time mum see ude when we sent her flight. when the skype on and connecting between us. my mum just yell and call ude while the hane touch lappy screen and crying. like so sad. seriously sebak sangat. and ude pun calling my mum name. and evryone like sebak and all of us cry. until ude said mum dont cry., im sad here. then my mum cool 4 a while but still i can see her tear. my mum miss my sis same with us. may be becasue she is mum so more sad. 

after this i take the responsibility to send money to my sis. is like im here to help her. and im okay.bcause i know she need me now :) since im the one close with her in the family. i just pray she always in health and success :) ude we all here oray for you dear, do the best.

omgee ! aha its about time. i need to prepare and go to work ! hewhew :P enjoy or anything still need to work for money! :) 

love jieha ,

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