wrong.wrong.wrong!

everything getting worse, since i left him.

all is wrong.

everything im doing still remind him.

all is wrong.

every  decision i take is fake.

all is wrong.

why.why.why. i really dont know wht to do now. accept someone in my life, its just like lie to my self.

pretend nothing happen? no. i need to face it. hmm life is complicated. i know im change.

no im cruel. giving hope and then just left.that cruel.REALLY. 

LOVE. something cant said with word coz its feeling matters. hurt  but smiling outside. thats ME.

 

::once your heart gets broken u start to see crack in everything::

wordless today: need someone to complete my puzzle!

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syhhh keep it secret!

 morning.. there is not to late to wish congrats to my little brthers or sisters outside taking UPSR ;)




like usual maby this entry is just for me n my private life. i dont know. just,if u want cntinue reading.. keep it secret.hehe..i just wana share wth my love diary...
hum.. yesterday nite i learn something..
something that i didnt expecting.hmm its raining heavily outside.i just arrive at the bts or bandar tasik selatan... 
waiting for the train, but evrytime the KTM stop its bloody full inside.DAMN! then i just decide to call my frends pick up me. hum.. i overnyte at one house and. there i learn new experience. kind of dangerous but theres nothing happen. just afta this dont try. EVER ! hurm just when i watch frends of mine drink beer just like drinking water. i being nervous haha.coz they open that bottle n just drink. like nothing maby its oke for them n their lifestyle but i feel dispoint n weird. hmm its oke. coz even they drink beer .. they not force or do smthing bad to me. BUT they just treat me like a frnds. i like that style.then until midnight i just going out lepak at mafley or mamak there. then back to homie then they have a project em ice project DRUG.i just stay outside n not coming into tht room. i can hear n be silent. as long they not do smthing bad tht effected us. then they play a card. until 3 -4 am. while i watching korea. then time is going so fast until i slept on the sofa. on the morning..
i wake up n going back to my colegge. what i want to say is. not all of those people ''like that'' is a bad person. maby they hve story.. we dnt knw. i just frends wth them n be nicely. and i learn something that life is different and somtimes u can trust people like tha tjust be watch out.haha..
what i need is. dont get into that kind of situation again. maby last day was my lucky.. ;) haha.. so what i recover is i cant stand at tht envi.coz my heart not strong enough to breath with the smoke.
then..if u read this. dont think negative.just put on d situation. hehe :) 




experience appears day by day.. n make me MATURED.

                                  

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cyber man !

salam... yeah i need to wish gudluck to SPM candidates :)

yesterday, i spend about 3 hour or 2 hours n half skyping with him :), but he is not my boyfrends. JUST cyber man..
why i calling him cyber man? bcause we r never meet each other then, we r not hve any phne nmber :P
just cntct wth intrnet.. act. i dnt rmmber when i start chatting wth him. maby early this year i guess.. 
so that if we r meet at yahoo massenger or skyping then it was lucky. btw sharing things and get to know wht problem is gud for us.. and i like to frends wth him.. (:




                                       pstt..: he dint knw i snap this picture..''KEEP IT SECRET''

that he CYBER MAN :)

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